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21 August 2008 @ 12:00 pm
the start of a brand new day  
I decided that today should be my clean-up day. Not just in the sense of cleaning the house but also my life, at least a little.

I'll make my room look presentable, iron my clothes, and prepare everything for reinstalling windows on my notebook. I think I have this notebook for about three years and I've never reinstalled it in that time. It's so cluttered that I can't even defragment anymore... Not a good sign.

Then I want to take a walk outside and buy some healthy food. Then I'll check out some fitness studios near my hometown. I realized yesterday that every single one of my friend does some kind of sport and tries to live healthily, all except of me. I'm the only one sitting lazily in front of the computer all day eating candy. And I'm the one who would need to live healthier the most. I really want to lose some weight..

So, hopefully all goes well. And hopefully I'll still think the same way tomorrow, or next week, or next month... I think I'm going to reward myself with a paid account if it works out..
Anne: coupling || jane - emotional vegetarianthilia on August 21st, 2008 12:09 pm (UTC)
Woop! I have almost exactly the same plans for today :D I can't stand myself at the moment. My room is a mess, I have a mountain of clothes to iron and wash, and I really need to clean up thoroughly before I go on holiday on Sunday. I wrote myself a to do list two days ago and still haven't done anything of it... Because that's how lazy I am.

I should start doing some sport again, too. Or at least do something apart from sitting at home all day. But anyway, enough about me ;) Good luck with your plans and that you go through with them :D A paid account is a nice reward ^^
rumarienne: flowersrumarienne on August 21st, 2008 04:44 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I kow what you mean. I'm very lazy and don't like to clean but once in a while my room becomes such a mess that I feel disgusting!

And I hope that if I do something good for myself I will feel better and improve my self-confidence. And I also want to change the effect I have on people. And, to tell the truth, I want a boyfriend :D I hate that I have to change my appearence so that somebody would like me, but I should be realistic.. Guys don't like chubby girls with low self-confidence.

Sorry for my rambling, I got a bit carried away :D It's just the first time I can write this stuff down and face it, because I can't talk to anybody about it in my real life..
Anne: Bridget || All by myselfthilia on August 21st, 2008 10:08 pm (UTC)
Wow Oo We're very much alike :D I should lose some weight too and I haven't done any physical activity since I stopped dancing and going to the fitness studio three years ago. On one hand I want a boyfriend too because let's face it, I really wanna snog and I'm horny LOL but on the other hand that would require actually 1) going out to meet some one and 2) spending time with him that I could spend more usefully in front of my laptop XD LOL I'm horrible, I know.

I think it's horrible that we have to change our appearance to find someone. They're all so superficial, seriously *frowns* XD But I wanna lose weight for myself too, so... yeah. I'm also really self-conscious and shy and I think if I was a bit thinner I would feel more self-confident XD

And don't worry about rambling *grins*
rumarienne: frozenrumarienne on August 24th, 2008 10:21 am (UTC)
*sigh* I just thought that I would need somebody who has a similar problem like me in my real world, who I could do this together with.. But most people I know don't talk about my weight problem, because obviously they don't want to hurt me. And they are all thin, so they would never understand..
I looked around for fitness studios but I'm much to shy to call and ask for prices or to arange a probationary appointment...
Maybe I just should use our "fitness bicycle" more often.. (than never ;D)
I think I'll purchase a paid account anyway pretty soon.. *is excited*
trichinopoly ash: sirius: why so sirius?aldehyde on August 21st, 2008 01:30 pm (UTC)
good plan! i should really do something similar since i have no physical activity in my life at all :( hope you reach all your goals :D
rumarienne: jane austenrumarienne on August 21st, 2008 04:47 pm (UTC)
Thanks, I hope so to. Unfortunatly I'm not very good at making resolutions or keeping them. But sometime I have to change and I hope that start was today.. ;D
lijahlover: Blaiselijahlover on August 22nd, 2008 03:56 am (UTC)
Good luck with everything!